Thoughts and thoughts, in plural

Madness instigating
And is difficult to describe
Conjoined junctures in together
Rather open, narrowly lost
Last and long, longing and
Lasting.

Bothered to care or cure ulterior tastes
Lapping on another,
Happening under given circumstances
Sacred and solid, instead nasty and neurotic, pathological impulses
Immunity influenced by empathy
Yawning on and on and on the wasted,
Watered eyes slide lies
Past me.

And I forget myself, and everything I’ve ever wanted, at the same time.